MY HEAD...........
it pounds... in three spots... and my chest... is heavy... it feels like someone is sitting on it... someone who eats too many chips while watching bachelor episodes with poor endings. and instead of feeling life and breath... i feel like someone is sucking the air out of me. and all of this... this crazy talk and crazier feelings... its my fault... it is my fault because i did not pay attention in business ed, or computer science... no... i passed notes... and read novels jammed into my textbooks... and so now... now that i run my own little itty bitty business... ADMIN... it overwhelms me... ordering, numbers, taxes, deadlines, invoices... it is like a sip of death!!
over dramatic?! maybe. but i am on my fourth day of admin type tasks and all my creativity and art is being zapppeeeedddd out of me... through my ankles. and all i really want to do is proof photos of the cute baby I took today and listen to bubbles... on repeat... 46 times... because it gets me in my creative zone... but when i play it while adminnnnng... i get lost and confused and make mistakes!!!
so... why am i telling you all this?! because... friends, family, clients, lurkers... i am PROCRASTINATING... and everyone I tried to call to chat with it not answering their phones... and there are no more snacks to eat in the house... all the halloween candy is gone.
so you are getting my rant!!
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