my boy crush.... in color..........

Honestly... have you heard this? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBk07l2aKrE
really... I told Jerid tonight that I have a boy crush... really I do... listen to this song.......

did you really listen?
Its probably wierd how many times I have listened to him on itunes today......but honestly... real country that still exists.....thank you so much...........

real...

life is real right... the stuff I see.... the days I live? Yep. Real.
Remember when we were kids.... dukes of hazzard was rough and lincoln logs were cool? That was real.

I browsed the black friday adds today... my girlfriend wants to leave at 2:30 AM!!!!!!!!! and I thought......crap.... some days my kids dont even go to bed till then...

Kohls at 4am......then walmart then target then Cabelas..........then lunch????????? somewhere that preferably serves something to take the edge off?????????

I am tired already.... and it is not even turkey day yet!!!!!

Savanah told me today she had a green hat.........um close.......right?



And McCall.... he is 4 months old now...........how in heck did that happen? When you are pregnant those months drag.....when your precious chubby baby is here.. well
time flys.



honestly he is so cute I could eat him! He tried real food tonight and gobbled it up.............. SURPRISE!!! Little chubby one.....man how we love him!!!

funny thing about that song........... In color...... it talks about seeing things in photos...........that they are black and white but if you were there it would have been in color......
i get it.
Sometimes I would prefer to just look forward but there is tangible proof of the past...
photos.
letters...
dreams.....

children.

dang it.

if it were only black in white..............

i wish.

i do.


maybe black in white is better sometimes? Maybe the grain is enough to hide? Maybe just maybe sometimes color is just too much?

You think?
Maybe its overboard in color? What about the stuff we would miss tho?

the song says.......you can't see what those shades of grey can cover..........you should have seen it in color.............thats the story of my life... right there in black in white..............trying to survive....

you should have seen it......


in color.

you should have seen it.
in color.


really................
it was beautiful......
it was different.......
it was then.


in color.